In Touch With Anger
November 8th, 2006 by justme
My childhood had been full of anger. I recently came to this knowledge after a run in with my dad. It was made apparent to me that my father has a difficult time expressing himself in words and would resort to childish behaviors to get his message across. I can see how it makes me angry now. It is something that brought out my darkside in the past and it still does. I have been told that I have this darkside and likes to linger in it. The fact is, I actually do feel at home when I am angry. My body craves the hormones and chemicals released when I am angry. When I was younger, I did not comprehend the damages caused by anger. It felt great to be angry and I run thoughts through me head in order to perpetuate the feeling. Now I know intellectually that anger is harmful to me but physically I feel one with anger.